Thursday, December 16, 2004
at last!christmas vacation :o i`ve been waiting for this for a long time now.3 more months till summer!i can`t wait.this day went by quite long.we checked our long test in english and i`m sure i`m going to get low.i barely passed in the 1st one.what more in this one :o.we had our bio long test next.it was easier than i expected and i was happy enough that she took out the chart and put the concpet map back.i hope i get high in this one.i really need high grades now since my grades are really getting low.we had health after and since ms cameros was absent, we watched a film about smoking.while i was watching the film i got really worried because my mom smokes.the consequences of it are really bad and i`m worried they`d all happen to my mom.i swear.i have to make her watch the film.when we were small, me and my sister would always to tell her to quit but until now she still smokes.i hope those stuff don`t happen to her.we had a quiz during math and then we discussed in history after.JAPAN WAS REALLY LONG.we had a quiz after and nothing really entered my head.we had the quiz in the IMC and there were no table for us to use so we had to write on our laps na lang.so when we were starting na the quiz,i heard sina karen,monica and kathy murmuring.we were right in front of miss sulit, so i asked them "what are you guys doing?" and then i realized they were sharing answers.so,sumali ako sa kanila.hehehe.i got about 3 numbers from them.er i think more but it doesn`t really matter.kathy felt so bad she was saying "God help us" hehehe.i have to confess.during filipino we had to rewrite our sulatin.since we finished early ms fabul made us sermon again that she doesn`t have a favorite DAW .oh wait.before that nahalata ko that pinagtitripan niya si mimi.mimi was so inis that she looked like she was gonna cry.she eventually did.and when fabul saw her she was all "o mimi umiiyak ka?" blah blah.my god.what a biatch.we think she did that to mimi coz everyone thinks that mimi`s her favorite and now she`s treating her in a real bad and insulting way to show that she`s not fabul`s favorite but it makes it (the favoritism) show more.we told mimi not to mind her coz she was a person na "walang kwenta" but then if i was in mimi`s place,i`d feel the same.all of a sudden kathy went to mimi and she said "mimi are you crying?" in such a smiley and happy way (while everyone else was serious) then she started laughing and she turned so red (duh).this kinda eased the galit and inis everyone was feeling.i swear.we should get her fired.during computer we had another quiz which i`m sure i`ll fail.then we had religion and we just watched a film.GEOR AND NICA:thanks for the really big message you had for me in the blackboard.it was really very big.after, i was soo happy to get home na.when i got to the bus,they told me michie fell daw and hit her back (and she couldn`t bend).so i was extra careful since i might hit her.it was our last day before vacation and michie wasn`t hyper :c.on the way home i felt so hyper at first.but then pau told me that she told someone something which made me feel so bad.not that i`m mad at pau.but then when she told me i said "aaaargh!" but then i told her i wasn`t mad.it made me feel really bad!it`s christmas time but i have so much problems in my back.i can forget about school temporarily but i can`t forget about this one.i felt so bad i wanted to cry but then i forced myself not to.well, at least not in front of my busmates.it`s really so unlucky because that someone only met this certain person this year and they get close na kaagad.it`s so unfair coz that someone was with us for a year and i was wishing that i could get close to that certain person na for 3 years and for that someone,it only took less than a year.:c my story is kinda confusing if you`re not aware of my tragic life.basta "that someone" and "that certain person" are 2 different people.i felt super super bad.our driver was making me inis pa.he was saying "siguro magkatabi silang dalawa ngayon".i felt SOOOOOO mad and inis that i screamed at him to stop it.i`m sure he`ll understand.butch has the pic of *toot* (pak u *toot* and *toot2*) pat said *toot* looked so cute there but butch said *toot* looked like a devil.hehe.i swear.he is so bad.at least he got it.he has to send it to me through bluetooth but i rarely see him so i`ll have a hard time getting it.i have to think of a way to get it.oh well.i might eventually DELETE it anyway.so much for drama.g2g.
This is the last day I’ll be wishing for him, the last time I shall cry, and the last moment I shall hurt myself. Tomorrow, if I see him, I’ll just whisper, “Tama na, masyado ko na siyang minahal.”
pinker_puff
4:00 AM
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